Hey Girlfriend!!!!!!

If I bring YOU your Favorite Starbuck's Coffee, ??????!!!!!! will that help??
I LOVE the way You put your answer throughout your post!!!!!!
That was soooo Cool!!!! & Ingenius!!
Like when you asked "What do I do to change?" and
"Where do I get the motivation to change?"
You're absolutely right!! It starts w/ Y-O -U

1st ACTION ---> GOOD FEELINGS

You can handle this! Do you have those 650 coping skills I've given out(now that's desperate, lol) (I do 1 a day as a treat!) What's worked for you in the past? To jump start yourself again???? This is just a bump in the road! You know that!!
So, I'll get extra whipped cream in 2 Large Starbuck's 'k!!

Much Love, xxoo
Holmes