I think it's a strong possibility that I could apply moderation to the weed for sure. I don't think I'm an alcoholic or valium addict, I just don't want to use them as coping mechanisms any longer. I don't want to use pot as a coping mechanism. In the end, I need to learn to cope with things without any substances (except for god's gift of prozac) first. It's just breaking that vicious cycle that's the hard part. I can be flat broke and still find SOMETHING to **** me up.