Ok...
There is absolutely no chance of stopping anything until you want to stop...
In my life I have looked at my addictions as a train...tremendous power,,incredbile momentum and profound inertia...
To stop the train took everything I had and the support of many fine people...and a Faith,,a deep Faith...
But then came the challenge of turning it around.

..you ever turn a train around? Not something you do in a day...a week, a month..............
Nearly 20 years later I'm still building track but the sun is now beginning to set upon my back....
But I had to want to....
With Care,
Lenny