I've been in this mood all day It's not a good or bad one,it's just so confusing to me.I got up feeling this way and I hate it really I do just can't shake the feeling.I feel like I'm slipping into this hole that I'm so used too of consuming me.I don't want to go down that road again and I'm scared,that's where I'm headed.

What if I'm not capable of being strong enough to fight off my old habits but I can't stay inside my own body knowing that's where the danger lies(within me)I'm aware of what the danger is:The dange is me and I've ask this question so many times before but haven't been able to do it for myself.How do you pick your self up after you've slipped?
How do you go on?