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Originally Posted by Cthomas
Feels like ive never found myself. in the 41 years here. and when i do. i question it. I feel like Im stupid like the all told me. Like I made poor decisions that will follow me my entire lifetiime. I feel like I have failed. and time is running out.
Just feels like I cant feel right now.
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You are not stupid Colleen! You are very capable! Sounds like this deal with your brother is triggering you and sending you back into the past where you feel 8 yrs old or something? You are not 8, you are 41, you are very capable. Come back to the present Colleen. Your reality is here today. You are here and you are doing very well. You are not that helpless little girl right now (even though her feelings are coming back which is normal. Just make the distinction between the past and present. Her feelings have a right to be here so that they can be worked through but your reality is here now with capable, powerful Colleen who can handle anything.)