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I told my nurse and now everyone I see - keeps asking me questions about it.
Now that she knows and other people - I think I've made a huge mistake telling her - they know everything and I can't trust them.
I don't know if I want to stab her or not - when I think about it - I really want to , in reality I don't think I could.
For some reason though - I really want to - or maybe I need to - I don't know which.
They keep mentioning medication - that I don't need - I need to keep my mind clear
Then there's the way she looks at me - there's definitely something not right - but I don't know what.
I'm getting really confused.
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If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end.
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