I'm right with you... everything you said about the way you've felt here lately. I too, get seen by p-doc for 15 min every 6 weeks, he thinks I'm borderline and depresssed... therapist, fam doc and self think that I'm bipolar, as do my closest friends and a few family members (the ones that know that mental illness is not a form of plague)

Hang in there... we are in the same boat!