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Mar 18, 2009, 01:18 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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Loads and loads of hugs to you...
I'm glad the cuts seem to be ok to the nurse, that is good.
I wanted to say, YES to the paragraph about how you want to return for veterinary stuff later. If that is what you love, go for it. I'm glad you can see you're stuck where you are right now, because that means you can get out 
And YAY to telling connor - that must have been SO hard for you, because it was all kept inside all this time, I was so nervous to tell my bf the first time. But I'm glad you did - now it's out in the open, and he can begin to understand. That's so important ...
You're not quitting. You're changing your goal. That's a difference. It would be silly to continue with something just because you started it... it needs to mean something to you, you're not quitting on YOU. And that's the most important thing of all. You're NOT quitting on keeping yourself safe, on picking a future that YOU WANT. And that is wonderful. 
When you leave the school where are you going? Is home far? This friend of yours, would there be any way to visit, to keep physical contact? Or at least phone calls and stuff? Just some thoughts.
Hope you're doing ok today, and sending many hugs
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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