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turquoisesea · Mar 18, 2009, 09:15 PM

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Originally Posted by leacon

What would happen if they saw "the messed up me"? Maybe if they saw "the messed up me" you could get some help. I did the same thing years ago until I had to show how I felt, and it did get me some help.

Anyway hugs

Well... they already know I'm depressed, they know I am on medical leave for depression, my fear is if they think I am not doing well, they will put even more pressure on me - specifically pressure to come home, giving less money to try to keep me home (which is a very bad spot for me). They know nothing about dissociation that's been going on, depression I want them to believe that I'm getting at least a bit better... rather than being stagnant.

justfloating - thank you so much hugs always mean alot to me, your reply does too sending hugs your way too... if you ever want to talk pm is always there... even if we're both in rough patches talking is good