You really do need to find/figure out yourself first, before finding someone else to be "the cure to all your problems." The first therapist that I went to told me that my severe depression was nothing but homesickness, and that all I needed was to get married, and that would cure it. I knew that there was more to it, but I did get married, and my problems only got bigger. I have been diagnosed with AvPD too, and I still struggle to be comfortable with who I am, and I really fear rejection. Being married has not made that better.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg
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