no StephanieDv if anything you were the one that was keeping me calm by keeping in the conversation - so thanks for that
i've been triggered a few times in the last couple of days
- got triggered by a lift of all things
- twice !
so maybe it was just going to happen - who knows
not me!
- my T says I get triggered more when I'm tired and I have been very tired so that's probably it! drat! T right again! I told her "dont you ever get tired of being right" and she sort of smiled and said "no" LOL
funny, this morning I was feeling disconnected - wishing I had emotions - now I wish they would shut down LOL
never satisfied
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up!
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet