Yes i have plenty of reasons:
No love,Im lonely,Im depressed,Im numb,Im hurting,Hiding. i am having huge urges and feel like does it matter if cut, maybe it will all go away, no one IRL to talk to - t appt not until 27th and cant go before then no money to go right now- things in my head that are scary and just want to be alone but at same time i dont want to be alone - feel like no one gives a damn or a **** about me anymore -not even sure im alive at times - im going through some really emotionally hard stuff that i havent dealth with and i really dont see me dealing with it anytime soon- medication isnt working nothing is working - crawl under a rock and maybe everyone will just leave me there
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Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
| --Anne Sexton |
http://purplebutterfly.psychcentral.net/
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