i am sick of getting drunk, overprescribing meds, hash, never thought i would admit the last one, and i am on day 1 today. Only for the support and friendhips i have here , i dont think i could do it, so ty

I admit i feel angry today, and sick but i know i can , have to fight this.
i want to live and stop running all the time.
love ya guys
Angel
xx