Don't cry sweetie. It sounds like people are putting pressure on your to be something "they" expect you to be. You don't have to be that. Be yourself and do the best you can. Thats all you can do.

At the end of the day things like a clean house, perfect meals or forgetting to mail something doesn't really matter. Those are just every day tasks that need to be done.

Do they do and say everything just right? Do you let it slide when they make mistakes? You deserve the same from them.

You are NOT stupid. I used to think I was stupid. Got told I was enough growing up. Then one day I realized I wasn't stupid and I began doing things differently. I involved myself in life more. Friends, work, learning. People have since told me that I am wise, one of the smartest people they know etc. I don't take those huge compliments to heart. I am no rocket scientist but I am not stupid either. I can do alot if I put my mind to it. I do what I can, what I'm good at. I try my best with what I am not so great at and some stuff I just stay away from. (Anything that plugs in!)

Don't be so hard on yourself. I have a good feeling youre not stupid either :O)

I hope you get some time off, time to yourself. Everyone needs and DESERVES that. Including you.

Should be fun to go to work with you. I'll try to stay out of the way and not giggle to much so you don't get in trouble :O)

Hugs,
Heidu

The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin