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Originally Posted by hangingon
The problem I am noticing in therapy is that I feel totally different, it involves talking about my feelings, emotions, about me. In school it's not about me, at the hospital its not about me, its about what I have to do but the focus is not me and I find that much easier.
It's as if I go back to being a child when sitting in the room with my T, constantly having to monitor what I say. Not saying certain things because I am afraid of her response, or frankly the adult me battling sounding completely rediculous for feeling a certain way.
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Exactly, Hangingon.
about this >> I could try writing things down for her. Maybe that would help some.
I wonder. maybe it varies from one T to another. In the between time last time, I mailed my T something that I could absolutely not have told her aloud. When I went to see her, we were hardly seated when she brought out my letter and went right to that page, that paragraph, and started reading (aloud).
I asked her not to - made no difference, she was going to have this out and in a great deal of detail. I wonder if I will ever write her again? at least with this T, it don't seem to pay, as they say