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I know exactly how you feel! The loneliness is AWFUL. You just want someone to be there to hold you, to make you feel less alone, to make you feel loved and validated and alive.

Right now, try focusing on yourself. Try to love yourself. I've learned from experience that no matter how many wonderful people are in your life, no matter who loves you, you will never be properly happy until you can love yourself as well. Be gentle and kind with yourself and know that you are not alone.