I know what you're talking about today is a bad day for most of us and all I can say is we got to try to get through this moment by moment.Life is not easy and by adding too it doesn't help the situation at all.But it amazes me the distance I've travel and our future depends on what we do in the present.I never been fearless until someone said let go so be strong you have what it takes to over come this and stand tall.