ive started to feel very threatened when it comes to my bf. he started feeling really down about how he looked so he started working out 5 days a week. and all of a sudden im getting jealous like no other. i dont know if im afraid that hell get all buff and go looking for someone else but ever since he started going to the rec center everyday i just feel horrible about myself. he wants me to go with him but i work everyday and have class from 8-12 so theres no way i can get to the gym.

he says hes not doing it for anyone else. he said hes mostly doing it for himself (but doing it a little for me too) and i believe him. im just so terrified that he's going to become this whole other person and i wont be around anymore. i dont know why him improving himself is making me feel so awful. i know its just me being stupid but i dont know how to change it.