Depends on what day. I'm very up and down and evil then loving etc.

Today was good and bad. I feel pretty OK now, I've just been making cards for people.
Earlier I saw my CPN with her daughter in a cafe I was at (with parents) and it turns out I know her daughter from when I went to college. I freaked out so I hid in the toilets and wouldn't come out till mum had sorted it. Then when I did I couldn't eat or drink anyway-so that was a fun day out.

I'm OK now but I'm thinking about how I'm gonna tell my friend (the only one whos stuck by me (or I haven't just pushed away) about things.
She knows about my OCD and depression, but she doesn't know much about the other stuff, and I've never told her about Michael. But she's friends with my ex so she probs knows stuff now, but she won't know it correctly, just what he's said, which might be bad.
So I'm going to phone her, I just don't know when. I'm thinking about it.

I just hope she hasn't allready made up her mind about me after what I said to my ex and whatever else he's told her.