#$%&@#!!!!!!

I should be , but instead I'm

I'm up late (or early as the case may be since it's 5am) and just need somebody to cry to and it's not a decent hour, so I can't call anyone.

I'm really frustrated right now. I just moved into a new place and spent 5 days with no hot water because the manager of the place neglected to tell me on Friday when the gas company was still open that our gas had been turned off and we'd need to start new service that day. So I couldn't even call the gas company until they opened on Monday, and then they couldn't come until yesterday morning- and HE (apartment manager) couldn't come light the pilot until this afternoon, after I had gone to work with no shower.

I had a hard time falling asleep tonight because of the noise made by the dripping water and occasional little pieces of my ceiling fall down into the garbage cans I've put there to catch the rain! (I'm on the first floor of a two story house, btw) Shortly after I did finally fall asleep, I was awakened because a whole new leak began- right over my bed! And my feet, blankets, and sheets at the foot of the bed are soaked. Now I can't get back to sleep because I'm upset, part of my bed is wet, and the constant dripping sound is driving me stark raving mad! grrrr! I wish I would have looked at the condition of this ceiling before I moved into this room. I can't believe this! If I hadn't signed a contract and forked over $525, I would SOOO move out. This is just ridiculous.

And the stupid wireless network here is complete CRAP and boots me every five freaking minutes. I can’t get through one email or MSN conversation. I miss my old apartment!!!!!!!

Also, at work tonight I found out they denied my request for the 21st off for my brother's wedding because I submitted my request 2.5 weeks early instead of 3. So now I've got to find someone to cover for me on a Saturday night. Good freaking luck!!!!

I'm stressed and sad and mad....