I meet with the p-doc at 2:30-ish... whenever he gets to me. Been charting my moods to the best of my ability... therapist suggested I do it over 3 weeks ago, and for once, I listened!

I just worry. If he is so set on a diagnosis he tried to slap on me over 10 years ago after seeing me for a total of 30 minutes recently (I'm giving him credit for the 15 minutes that he'll see me today), should I get a second opinion, or just try and find another p-doc?

This is just the perfect day to feel like this... a thunderstorm woke me last night... I laid in bed and watched it... it just seemed to fit the way that I've been feeling lately.

Sorry to drone on and on. Going to start doing somethings I really need to do around this apartment of mine. Then I think I just might make a break for it and get outta here for awhile... maybe.