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I wish I could offer more than hugs right now. I feel what you're going through more than you can imagine.

Please keep going, if not for yourself right now, for everyone who cares about you. Honest, you would be missed if you did anything to hurt yourself. I know how it feels when you think things can't get any worse. Call a hotline and talk to someone, for me, if you get the urge to act on those ideations. OK?

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