Hi, this is my first post.
I have been seeing my T for about 2.5 yrs now and one of my major issues has become dependency issues with her and others. For the first 2 years, I let her in some, but about 6 mo ago, I started to go 2x a week which has helped tremendously since I find myself opening up so much more and finally being able to tell her some of the more deeper stuff...however, I am even more anxious when i think about leaving.

In Sept, I will be starting a masters program and I might not have the time to go anymore and I think I will need it more than ever since I will be under a tremendous amount of stress. I hate having to be dependent on anyone and it's a big deal to me that I have somehow landed in this position of being dependent on my T. I grew up being abandoned on more than one occasion so I have huge trust issues.

I have talked some about this with her but I honestly don't know how it will all pan out and I dread the day I have to end therapy. I am only hoping that I will be in a better place and can walk away feeling good and not crumble in a crying mess which would be ironic since I have not been able to cry at all in therapy.