Wow! This is.. well im not sure. Its really cool in one way, its disconcerting in another, and kind of sad in a whole other way.

For the last week or so, EVERY NIGHT I have dreamed of this stranger with blond hair. He is attractive, a sweetheart, and is head over heels in love with me too.

It started by us meeting at a party in the dreams, and progressed to where we were spending all of our time together in love. Its wonderful really, but kind of sad when i wake up and realize it is just a dream.

The even weirder thing is he even has a name - I saw it written down on paper in the dream alongside his email adress(which I cant remember) and his telephone number(which i also cannot remember.) His name is Derek Mills.

Its incredible because the dreams literally pick up where the previous dreams left off.. but then again i have conciously stated in my mind that I wanted to meet up with him again in the dream before I go to sleep.

I almost feel like if it stops, i will be breaking up a real relationship.

I wonder what it all means...