I am new here, searching desperately for some help. I was just diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder 6 months ago. I have been divorced longer than I can remember but have been seeing someone for a year and a half. Well, when i came home from the hospital, he ended up leaving me because he couldn't deal with me any longer. I was totally withdrawn and depressed and over medicated. After a month apart, I started feeling much better from a med change. By then he had gone out with someone else much younger than I. We talked and he has come back but I am a rapid cycler and I am having so many misgivings right now and feeling obsessed over his date and mutual sexual relationship with this other woman. I live in fear that something else is about to happen...that he won't be able to handle me again. Or that he will use it as an excuse to go back out with her. He is not like that but my mind will not give me a break from the thoughts triggered by the disorder. Can anyone help me?