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You're one of the many reasons why I posted like I did. I have seen with my own two eyes how some have treated you with never a thought for your feelings; only theirs.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Angel}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Hun, you ARE NOT "vacant." You are full of caring and support for others regardless of how much you are hurting. That says much about what a wonderful person you are! Personally, I wouldn't be nearly as forgiving as you are. Give yourself a hug and tell yourself that you are just as worthy and just as deserving of all the good things as anyone else.
I care about you, I recognize your intelligence, your big heart and your ability to hang in.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.