wow..im so glad i found somone who is going through the same thing as me right now......i began freaking out out of no where when i had a dream i was kissing/hooking up with a girl...never once in my life had i dated or been sexually attracted to women....i have a bf whom i love and want to be with for the rest of my life..and now hocd has struck me...i get these unwanted thought s of maybe im turning gay cuz of my dream..or do i think that girl is cute? would i want to spend the rest of my life with a woman? does kissing my bf turn me on anymore? and its driving me crazy...i had three sessions with my first t who really didnt help me with this ocd now i have an appt when a new T and hopfully we will get somewhere about this because its bugging me and i just want to get back to normal with my boyfriend and now have these thoughts that make me sick!!
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Thee Future Mrs. Cruz
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