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Originally Posted by angel12
i got my meds yesterday but said talk as prescribed, so stupid me took 2 , 3 daily. went back today, as they have 6 more and they wouldnt give me them. They said that was for the weekend so i am pretty pissed at them 
on a positive note i got a lend of the aa book and read chapter 3 and it made sense. my friend is gonna get me the book when he goes to a meeting on monday.
i am really struggling but i am trying my best and this is the first time that i can get to understand a bit of aa and stuff. guess thats a improvement, but i am so griggin angry and keep rememberng stuff i would rather forget.
anyway thank you all again so much
love you all so much
angel
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angel there is a saying in aa..."k"eep "i"t "s"imple, "s"tupid....KISS. when i got sober i wanted to fix everything about myself overnight. it was wisely suggested for "now" to just stay sober one day at a atime. the rest would follow...
so if you do step one successfuly one day at a time for now, you're a winner! so glad you're sick and tired of being sick and tired. there are many wonderful things to come by staying sober. thank you for sharing with us about your struggles and by being honest with yoruself and us. we are here for you, friend. 
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The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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