hi and welcome to pc, artichack!!!  this is a warm and caring community so i'm very glad you found us. sorry you don't have much support for your depression. your girlfriend sounds like a loving person so i'm glad she is in your life. this is not the total solution but exercising each day elevates one's mood. it could be brisk walking, a gym work out or what ever. you didint' mention if you are on medication for depression. some ppl benefit from this...i do. just a thought...and meanwhile try that exercise!! it will help.
glad you have joined us! 
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