Isolation is the only anxiety-free time, but at the same time it's incredibly lonely being by yourself all the time, and what I hate about it is that I feel lonely but can't do anything about it because it only upsets me. What sucks about it is that I don't want to be "normal" and interact with people, and then I get depressed thinking about how abnormal I am and how lonely I've made myself and how I can't seem to get out of that funk. The depression is what sends me into isolation a lot of the time, because I'd rather suffer alone, even though my aloneness somehow makes me suffer more ...

None of it is much fun, huh? Ick.