ok, so I never work thursdays - my working week is sat to wed - now theyt have changed my days to work thursdays - sun to thur - no big deal - but I got really anxious aobut it - about everything lately..... sigh.... and then I realised why I had changed my days two years ago -

we have outpatients clinic on thursdays - ex patients come and see the dr on my ward - the guy that attacked me is an ex-patient - I dont know if he still goes to the clinic - I don't want to see him - EVER!!! he probably doesnt go anymore..... im probably being silly.... it's been 2 years - over two years.... I dont think he would still be going to clinic - but I'm still afraid.... and dont want to ask in case they say yes he does still come - he probably doesnt - it's been two years - and it sounds so easy - to just ask... but it's not... then they will know I am not over it.... sigh.....