wow, thank you for sharing your story with me, and i am sorry for your losses that you have had. I have heard the same stories about people who have known since they were young, and didn't want to come about for fear of not being accepted in society. however, that is not the case with me obviously i havent had an attraction when i was younger to women, i have kissed like two girls and what not but it was all out in fun nothing ever sexual...thank you though for responding and giving me some insight with my dream and the different lifestyles people live notz. you've been a great help.