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Originally Posted by ThePainNeverDies
i just can't stand being so ill.. I still do everything that I do everyday, even if I shouldn't be doing it.. I can't stop doing it, I feel useless if I just chill out every evening and stuff, I have to be doing something. I just get bored or frustrated. I hate being ill and I just hope that this will go away because it's really not helping my mood  |
I have the flu for the first time since I was in college and was laughing at how I rode my bike to a geo lab because I needed the grade, then couldn't even see clearly enough to read the measurements we were supposed to be taken. I made notations and sked my partner to do the actual write-up, then promised to do almost the whole next lab myself to make up for it. It's funny now, but it wasn't so funny then. And feeling as sick as I do now I'm not sure how I had the strength to get on my bike in the first place. All this to say that I know how school puts pressures on us to succeed and sometimes we put added pressures on ourselves but I would love to see you take a load off and just take care of yourself. I'm thrilled with the idea of vet work for you but the idea of a break first is even more exciting to me. You've been through sooooo much. I want to see you well and rested and ready to take on the next challenge.
