nightdream, I can so totally relate. I talked about this with my t today and she agreed that I also have APD. I will have to do some net researching on it. Online is pretty much my only contact with the outside world, other than doctors and t. I've been this way for years and now it is so hard to change. I hope you can get a handle on yours.

((((((((((((( nightdream )))))))))))))