Angie, I hate demanding treatment, then I feel like they're only helping me to avoid getting in trouble.

I emailed and canceled the appointment, then I called and said "I'm not coming in for my 9:30 appointment with Wendy" and hung up before they could say anything. There's no way I could show my face there now, even if I could get up the courage to walk in to a group meeting.

1Day and Pat, sure I can save the e-mails and show someone, but it doesn't stop the fact that he'll manage to put me in a panic.

I was reading something today about negotiating with a narcissist (which he has a lot of traits of) and you're supposed to be all accommodating and not ruffle their feathers. All the abuse books say to stand up to your abusers and say "NO MORE" I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.