I want to thank each and everyone of you for you support and concern. My sponsor said to me "now you to start all over". And she doesn't return my calls or text messages. She has many many year of sobriety and don't understand the avoidance. Perhaps because her brother died last year from a relapse...I don't know. I hope that it's not me who she avoiding, I hope that she's just busy.

I finally made to back to work today after being off for 3 weeks. I have 4 weeks sober...and I am a miracle!!!! Even if I have to do it alone..atleast I have my friends here.

Kathy