Today was one of those really, really bad days. It was actually okay until I checked my mail box. Any way to make a long story shorter, I got a bill from my college lender. I had sent them infromation 4 weeks ago, but they wanted it again, the lady said she never got it. I held my temper I could feel my body shaking. Most the time I feel numb, like I am stuck in neutral. I don't know if it was a relief to feel again, but now I am back to my normal, unfeeling numb self. Does anyone else feel "numb", or like they are going through life in neutral. This has been since July. I am really getting tired of not liking anything, or not disliking anything. Just wondering if anyone else felt his way, don't really know where to post this either.