Well, first I'll say i am new here. This is the first time i have been to this site, and i have been reading everyone's posts. I was just diagnosed with PTSD today... And was told to do research on this before my next session. When i came across your post i couldnt help but think omg lol I too just go through the motions (feel numb) I have just gone "through the motions" for years and years. Never seeming to find that "happy" place so to speak. When i leave this feeling it is more often then not a feeling of anxiety or anger.

I guess i just wanted to tell you that you arn't alone in what your feeling. I wish I had a better response for you other than i can understand your frustration with this feeling of "non"feeling. It stinks!