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Old Mar 25, 2009, 12:21 AM
Auroralso
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How can I not let my own twin back in? It hurts.. So, so much.. I don't know what to do.. My old counsellor made me feel like I was wrong for not letting them back in, for not forgiving them.. One of the nurses at the hospital once said "do you never think that it's partly your fault?"


That nurses comment doesn't sit well with me either.

Not sure whats up with the bold type here Pain bear with me . I think its left over from starlite post.

Yep the forgiveness thing . With my brother its to darn risky to let him back in.
I hope I leave this earth befor he does. Thats about all I can say about it.

I really can't take anymore pain from him . so Im considering going completly no contact. no cards nothing.

This last card was just more of what hes always done.

I feel so very alone Pain . I can't replace my family . its the worst feeling. Its more difficult to share with new people. I wish I had the pictures of family .

and yes I could develop more friends but its just not the same . I reallt feel like an orphane . out of the loop and responsible for it but Im not .

Patricia.