You know, I really cant take it anymore. One day I'm feeling good. The next I'm at the bottom of the pit. I'm sick of the ups and downs. I'm tired of my self pity. I am tired of hating me. I am tired of feeling guitly for my children cause I suck as a mother. I am tired of being a horrible wife because I cant even do what wives are supposed to do. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm so tired of being tired. I cant go on like this. My job is do demanding. I cant tare myself in half. I cant give 100% of myself to work anymore, I just cant. I'm sorry. I am ranting once again about my problems. I have been a post hod lately. I am so sorry. See how fast I go down hill? Monday I'm ok. Today I'm poop.