hi,i am a friend of bills to.when i was 5 yrs sober i had a compulsion to use..my head said ..a hit of acid wouldnt bother...my response was where did that come from? i found a na meeting..got to read the little white pamplet about addiction.i knew about izsm this helpd me understand the art of balenceing both programmes to stay clean and sober.our chalenge is to seek out oyhers like us..we can do this together..because you shared i feel safer to proceed. thanks for being here.i am new here can you tell gday..buzz