I'm not sure how to explain this or what it truely is. But something happened a few months ago that hasn't gone away so I'm not sure what it is. And I really don't know how to talk about it with T. I hoped T would figure it out on his own, but I only see T once a month, And so much IRL as taken so much of the attention lately we haven't talked about much else.

First thing is I've been in DID T for awhile. Dx'ed Jan 2000, and been with my T now for almost 7 yrs. So I've done a lot, a lot, of work with my T. What happened was in Nov & Dec we worked with a piece ( alter, what have you ) and that very self destruckive alter was faced with reality. She's became awear of time passing, we're older now, even down to her favorite cat has passed away. Just a lot. Everything seems to be fine with this piece. But since this happened I learned of a new alter LLea, but the thing is LLea seems to be a combination of a number of my stronger alters. I'm not sure how I go about telling T, I think LLea is Rachel, Lisa, Sarah, Tina and a few other alters in one. I'm not really sure about any of this. The only thing I know is that I can't communitate with any of these alters since the work we did with my troublabled alter a few months ago. Does this make sense to anyone? I'm really confused and lost with this. And since LLea has come along I really dissociate all the time. Is she taking control of things now and not me??

OK how do I go about talking to T about this??