Have had the heights issue where I can't go close to an edge or I just might jump. It's not that I want to kill myself, but because I have this urge to get down. I've been known to be impulsive, therefore I just don't trust myself enough not to jump.

I have the classic manic symptoms when manic of over spending, impulsivity, driving reckless, being confrontational, vulgar, irritable, grandious thinking, and hypersexual.