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Old Mar 25, 2009, 12:33 PM
Auroralso
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Originally Posted by starlite*111 View Post
The entire thread was about EATING, spoon only related to that.

Beside: Cocaine would have Stopped me from wanting to eat.

Okay Thanks for the clarification. Ive heard Cocaine is used by thoe with Adhd and I'll bet it does work for appetite supression.

Thank goodness Ive never tried the stuff ,

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AND OH MY, - let anyone tell me:


"...what's different. You're looking good. Different."


They say that and I'm running for the kitchen, after all 'I must look alright.



Is it possible you assumed they were commenting that the difference was a weight gain that they saw in you?

Your aware your not on track . Maybe that hit a sore spot. So this just adds to the already anger and hurt and fear that goes with the struggle.

And when Im angry or hurt I want to eat more.

It's not fun having an ED or depression or impulsive drives, Star. I give you permission to hurl the spoons across the room rant and cry for a while.
Then we pick ourselves up and get on with doing the best we can .



Patricia