Sometime and even often I do no think straight. I know I'm very tired. I don't sleep well and I don't eat well. I think too much. I blame myself a lot and I feel guilty a lot. Mind racing all the time.

But you are all right. He is a grown man.

If only I could get this guiltiness out of me. But it was install in me I guess since I was born. A gift for coming into this world. A world that didn't wanted me in it.

Thank you to all of you! I will keep on reading your replies to me. Maybe it will sink in.

Much love dear friends!
nightdream