guardedly optimistic today. VA case manager saw dave today. he sees VA pdoc on friday. case mgr. is "suggesting" a med change to pdoc. i'm mad at VA for upping his abilify when the pdocs on the VA psych ward saw this increased doseage caused him to be violent and as soon as he saw regular VA pdoc, she upped it again. this outcome could have been far worse.
what's important is i'm alive, i've finally been "heard" and proof seen of the physical violence.
dave also had told case manager, i don't like the way this medicine makes me feel seven days ago. then case manager went on vacation out of state for 6 days. dave was finally "heard" today too.
will keep you all updated. some of the depression has lifted and ptsd is much better. peaceful day for the most part. can't wait until friday. i pray this VA pdoc listens this time.
thank you all for your love, caring and support. give me a few more stable days to regroup and i'll be back on to pc. thank you friends. you're the best.