Teary, I feel the same way but I am a guy so not about the sexuality thing. And from what I have decided about me is what the others have said....I am looking for that mother figure that loves you, cuddles with you....shows you affection and makes you feel that you are wanted. I think that this is a normal feeling and would not worry about it that much. You are not alone on this feeling, talk to T about it and I am sure they will say same thing. Take care of yourself. I am here for you Teary

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