on abilify for 7 weeks lamictal for 3 and he just started me on budeprion.

i was finally honest with my husband about my continuos thoughts of suicide and how i could go (but no actions) and also about the accidents were actually self inflicted.
we have a meeting on sunday with someone, but he still doesnt know about the meds.

I am so down today. i really am not up to surviving, but know i must for my kids. i am working both jobs today to keep distracted.

i want some joy, even a mini manic....something to break me now.

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