Wow beutifulxdreamr! That is a lot of stuff you have going on right now! But it sounds like a lot of really positive changes in your life.

It's not exactly "fun" for me to make to-do lists or little schedules like that, but when I'm marking something off a to-do list or sticking to my schedule, I feel really accomplished, and the accomplished feeling is worth it.

I always include a few minutes of fun, or just time for me to do whatever, on my list because otherwise I feel overwhelmed and like I'm losing my sanity which I think is how you are sort of feeling. Plus, I can't sit and just study for hours on end, I just start to zone out and forget what I'm learning anyway. Taking a break like that helps me sort of recharge and take on the next task better than I would have.

And, on a personal note, I totally feel you about graduation! I'm graduating this semester too, and I thought it would be simple, but there's soooo much stuff that I almost don't even want to go! lol. Instead of thinking of everything going on, I just try to do one day at a time.