i want to deal with this memory but im not sure how. i mean. he is dead, i cant exactly talk to him. and my brother refuses to talk about it.
i think that therapy is sounding good right now im just not sure how to talk to my parents about that.
i may talk to my drama teacher. she is like a 2nd mother to me and i can trust her with anything...thanks guys. i feel a little better about the situation. but how can i start to deal with this?

erin